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In A Perfect World 5/24/11 10:09 PM
I can't play well because I'm so tired. I'm tired because I can't sleep. I can't sleep because I'm worried. I'm worried because Ron's surgery is a week away. I try to slow down time but it speeds along. I try to think positively but fear overwhelms me. I give my fears to God but then I take them back.
My emotions are in turmoil. When I laugh it turns to tears. When I pray it turns to anger. When I try to hold myself together I simply fall apart.
So this is where I come to make it go away. This is my perfect world. Beautiful and serene. Peaceful and painless. Tranquility. This is my fantasy where Ron still has his legs and we stroll together hand in hand through the garden of life as it should be. This is where we arrive in our carriage of dreams and dance together in the moonlight. The animals graze and gently sway to the music we create, testifying that there is a better world. A world without suffering and pain. A world filled with peace and love and happiness.
So this is where I go to play but I can't play because I'm so very tired....
My emotions are in turmoil. When I laugh it turns to tears. When I pray it turns to anger. When I try to hold myself together I simply fall apart.
So this is where I come to make it go away. This is my perfect world. Beautiful and serene. Peaceful and painless. Tranquility. This is my fantasy where Ron still has his legs and we stroll together hand in hand through the garden of life as it should be. This is where we arrive in our carriage of dreams and dance together in the moonlight. The animals graze and gently sway to the music we create, testifying that there is a better world. A world without suffering and pain. A world filled with peace and love and happiness.
So this is where I go to play but I can't play because I'm so very tired....
IF FINALLY CANCER FREE PRAISE GOD !! IF HE CAN DO IT FOR HER HE CAN HELP RON TOO!! MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED FOR HER AN WILL BE FO R RON I BELIEVE THAT WITH ALL MY HEART ..LOVE MAGGIE
VICKIE IS SO RIGHT RUN IN TO GODS ARMS HE WILL LIFT YOU UP AN CARRY YOU THROUGH HE WILL EASE YOUR CONCERNS AN FEARS AN MORE THAN ALL THAT YOU MUST BELIEVE THAT HE KNOWS WHATS BEST FOR US AN WILL SHOW US THE WAY THRU ,,YOUR IN MY PRAYERS AND PRAYERS GET ANSWERED TODAY I LEARNED MY ADOPTED MOM
Through the tears I pray for words that will take the fears and pain away, but there aren't any--I want to hug you and make everything better, but it won't--I wish I could give you reasons why some have heavier burdens than others --Run into God's loving Arms and find the strength that you need.