New Friend Request
YOU 6/29/10 10:07 PM
WHEN LIFE HAS BECOME STRAINED AND THE STITCHES ARE PULLING APART, WHEN THE FEAR IN YOURSELF IS ENOUGH TO TO BLOW THE HEART,
WHEN FRIENDS ARE FOES AND YOUR FOES ARE FRIENDS, WHEN LIFE IS SO CONFUSING, WITHOUT END, I LOOK AND I SEE WHAT YOU CANNOT BELIEVE, I SIT AND I CRY AND OVER YOUR SORROWS I GRIEVE.
I HURT AND I PRAY, WHAT GOD ANSWERS I CANNOT SAY. SOMETIMES A YES SOMETIMES A NO. TRYING TO FLOAT AND AND GO WITH THE FLOW
TORN TO SHREDS MIND AND SOUL, INSIDE MY BODY I FEEL SO OLD. THE TOUCH AND FEEL OF WARMTH , NOT COLD. CANNOT BE FOUND, BOUGHT OR SOLD. DISAPPEARING FROM VIEW I FEAR. FROM MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS THAT I HOLD SO DEAR. YOU CANNOT SEE WHAT MY HEART HOLDS NEAR. YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY FEARS. YOU WILL LEAVE LIKE ALL THE REST. YOU WILL LEAVE WHILE I GET MY REST. YOU WILL NOT HOLD ME ANYMORE. YOU WILL SNEAK AWAY THROUGH HEAVENS DOOR. AND WHILE YOU MIGHT LOOK DOWN IN PEACE. YOU WILL FIND ME NOT IN ONE PIECE. YOU SAID YOU WOULD LOVE ME WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART. INSTEAD YOU PULL THE THREAD THAT PULLS US APART. I FIND MYSELF SCATTERED ALL OVER THE FLOOR. YOU LEFT ME. YOU LOVE ME NO MORE.
SO GO YOUR WAY FIND YOUR HEAVENS DOOR. I AM DISAPPEARING I AM NOT ANYMORE. THE TEAR YOU SEE IS THE ONE I CRIED. THE ONE THAT HIT THE FLOOR THE DAY YOU DIED. I SEEK YOU OUT IN OTHER PLACES, SOMEONE'S EYES , OTHERS FACES. I SEE YOU SMILE THROUGH OUR DAUGHTERS EYES, IN HER HEART YOU HIDE I SURMISE. THE BEST PART OF ME , THE BEST PART OF YOU. STUCK IN THE FACE OF THE BABE OF YOUTH
WHEN FRIENDS ARE FOES AND YOUR FOES ARE FRIENDS, WHEN LIFE IS SO CONFUSING, WITHOUT END, I LOOK AND I SEE WHAT YOU CANNOT BELIEVE, I SIT AND I CRY AND OVER YOUR SORROWS I GRIEVE.
I HURT AND I PRAY, WHAT GOD ANSWERS I CANNOT SAY. SOMETIMES A YES SOMETIMES A NO. TRYING TO FLOAT AND AND GO WITH THE FLOW
TORN TO SHREDS MIND AND SOUL, INSIDE MY BODY I FEEL SO OLD. THE TOUCH AND FEEL OF WARMTH , NOT COLD. CANNOT BE FOUND, BOUGHT OR SOLD. DISAPPEARING FROM VIEW I FEAR. FROM MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS THAT I HOLD SO DEAR. YOU CANNOT SEE WHAT MY HEART HOLDS NEAR. YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY FEARS. YOU WILL LEAVE LIKE ALL THE REST. YOU WILL LEAVE WHILE I GET MY REST. YOU WILL NOT HOLD ME ANYMORE. YOU WILL SNEAK AWAY THROUGH HEAVENS DOOR. AND WHILE YOU MIGHT LOOK DOWN IN PEACE. YOU WILL FIND ME NOT IN ONE PIECE. YOU SAID YOU WOULD LOVE ME WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART. INSTEAD YOU PULL THE THREAD THAT PULLS US APART. I FIND MYSELF SCATTERED ALL OVER THE FLOOR. YOU LEFT ME. YOU LOVE ME NO MORE.
SO GO YOUR WAY FIND YOUR HEAVENS DOOR. I AM DISAPPEARING I AM NOT ANYMORE. THE TEAR YOU SEE IS THE ONE I CRIED. THE ONE THAT HIT THE FLOOR THE DAY YOU DIED. I SEEK YOU OUT IN OTHER PLACES, SOMEONE'S EYES , OTHERS FACES. I SEE YOU SMILE THROUGH OUR DAUGHTERS EYES, IN HER HEART YOU HIDE I SURMISE. THE BEST PART OF ME , THE BEST PART OF YOU. STUCK IN THE FACE OF THE BABE OF YOUTH