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In A Perfect World 5/24/11 10:09 PM
I can't play well because I'm so tired. I'm tired because I can't sleep. I can't sleep because I'm worried. I'm worried because Ron's surgery is a week away. I try to slow down time but it speeds along. I try to think positively but fear overwhelms me. I give my fears to God but then I take them back.
My emotions are in turmoil. When I laugh it turns to tears. When I pray it turns to anger. When I try to hold myself together I simply fall apart.
So this is where I come to make it go away. This is my perfect world. Beautiful and serene. Peaceful and painless. Tranquility. This is my fantasy where Ron still has his legs and we stroll together hand in hand through the garden of life as it should be. This is where we arrive in our carriage of dreams and dance together in the moonlight. The animals graze and gently sway to the music we create, testifying that there is a better world. A world without suffering and pain. A world filled with peace and love and happiness.
So this is where I go to play but I can't play because I'm so very tired....
My emotions are in turmoil. When I laugh it turns to tears. When I pray it turns to anger. When I try to hold myself together I simply fall apart.
So this is where I come to make it go away. This is my perfect world. Beautiful and serene. Peaceful and painless. Tranquility. This is my fantasy where Ron still has his legs and we stroll together hand in hand through the garden of life as it should be. This is where we arrive in our carriage of dreams and dance together in the moonlight. The animals graze and gently sway to the music we create, testifying that there is a better world. A world without suffering and pain. A world filled with peace and love and happiness.
So this is where I go to play but I can't play because I'm so very tired....
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i am touched over what you are writing . My prayers are by you and your hubby.Lovely greetings Carine
The word for today is 'stable'. Ron's condition is considered 'stable'. We sent Kathleen off in a calmer, more rested and prepared state today. I made bread Mrs.B. to pack for her lunch sent from your heart.God is good. Visit my blog for details.
You have a family here that is praying for you and Ron. God Bless. Linda
Know that I am praying. 3 things to remember that kept me alive thru Hurricanne Katrina: 1. Psalm 91:11; 2. Isaiah 40:29-31; & 3. Luke 1:37. Keep dreaming your dreams! Big Hug for Ya, T
This is Dawn Isaacs reporting from the hospital waiting room. As far as we know the surgery should be half over. At last report (aprox 12:30) Ron was stable. We've had internet problems here but I will keep you as well informed as I am able. dm. P.S. Keep those prayers coming. thx.