Narkmann has been a member since 12/1/06 and was last logged in on 6/27/18
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About me
I´m just a simpel guy ,
my life was ok till they told me I have Narkolepsie and I can nolonger work or drive i can nol go any were alone.
Then my wife then showed what kind of person I married. she did not want to work , and she did not want a sick man ,at home my sickness dose not get better.
I think you can imagen what then happened !!
Now I am alone with my dog brownie i do not Think anyone would want a partner with nothing to offer.
I told someone i new for a long time all I ever wanted is some one who loved me. That was some thing I did not get much of when I was junger.
She then told me that I was asking for a lot - that sent my head into a spin I am not perfect every one has there little twists but to say love is asking a lot well maybe thats the way they were raised.
All of this broke my heart well thats the way life go`s.
this poem is for my 3 Kids Mandy,Sean,Melissa
how I love with all my heart.
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME.
When tomorrow starts without me
and I´m not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn´t cry
the way you did today
While thinking of the many things
we didn´t get to say
I know how much you love me
as much as I love you
And each time that you think of me
I know you miss me too
But when tomorrow starts without me
please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand
And said my place was ready
in heaven far above
And that I´d have to leave behind
all those I dearly love
But as I turned to walk away
a tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I´d always thought
I didn´t want to die
I had so much to live for
so much yet to do
It seemed almost impossible
that I was leaving you
So when tomorrow starts without me
don´t think we´re far apart
For every time you think of me
I´m right here in your heart.
Your life is hard.....stick in there ...there is someone for everyone and one day you will find happiness again. Thank you for the games of dice king....I wish you love, and happiness always xxx